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Books Read in 2014.

My goal for the year was to read at least 24 books (roughly two books a month). But I surpassed my own goal, having read 32 instead. Here’s the complete list of books & my impressions of them. Remember this is MY opinion, so don’t get bent if I happen to say that your favourite book sucks (although if your favourite book is anything from Nickolas Sparks, then I’m sorry to say that yes, it does, indeed, suck). Moving onwards, here’s what happened bookwise in my life in 2014.

1. Wolves of Midwinter – Anne Rice: This was book two of the Wolf Gift series. I really loved this book cos for once there’s a werewolf series that’s filled with intrigue and magic.

2. Real World – Natsuo Kirino: Dark. It chronicles the lives of four teenage girls who find themselves getting involved with a boy who killed his mother and how that event changes all their lives. Truly haunting.

3. Speak – Laurie Halse Anderson: At a party, a teenage girl gets raped, and it takes her a year to come to terms with that traumatising event.

4. Misery – Stephen King: Years ago I saw the movie with a chilling Kathy Bates. The book is a thousand times more horrifying than the movie. I literally cringed during certain scenes. A must-read for horror fans.

5. Angelology – Danielle Trussoni: I really wanted to love this book. After all, CUT HERE is about angels too, and when I bought it, I thought that maybe I could use it as inspiration. I was dead wrong. This book, despite it being well-written and filled with interesting history, was DULL. It pained me to get through it, but I wanted to finish it. I can’t believe it’s a best-selling novel with a sequel. DO NOT READ.

6. The Haunted Hikikomori – Lawrence Pearce: I loved this book. It’s about the ghosts of your pasts haunting you, and how sometimes our own personal ghosts are just as potent as real ghosts.

7. The Female of the Species: Tales of Mystery and Suspense – Joyce Carol Oates: A collection of short stories about women who are killers by choice or manipulation. After reading these macabre stories, no one will think that women are the weaker sex.

8. Doomed – Chuck Palahniuk: The sequel to Damned, that chronicles the adventures of the snarkiest dead girl in the universe, Madison Spencer. In pure Palahniuk fashion, the novel is crazy, outlandish, but thoroughly entertaining.

9. Lulu Delacroix – Isabella Santacroce: An albino girl finds a magical doll that brings her to a realm that’s quite like a wonderland of surprises. It reads like a fairytale for adults, filled with memorable characters, and leaving you with the underlining belief that hope and love will always win at the end of the day. Enchanting. A masterpiece. MUST-READ.

10. Chie-Chan & I – Banana Yoshimoto: A girl lives with her cousin in Tokyo, but soon a secret about the other girl may change their lives forever.

11. Switched – R.L. Stine: I was feeling nostalgic for my Fear Street days, and decided to acquire one. Two girls decide to switch bodies to see how it is to live the life of the other. All is going well, till one of them starts committing murders….

12. Pain Killers – Jerry Stahl: Ex-cop Manny Rupert goes undercover in a prison to investigate an inmate’s claim to be Nazi war criminal Dr. Josef Mengele. An acid-trip through WWII history. A must-read.

13. Cut – Patricia McCormick: A teenage girl coping with her cutting and trying to figure out what triggered this method of liberation through slicing her skin. Compelling.

14. Il Lato Sinistro Del Cuore – Carlo Lucarelli: A collection of hauntingly creepy short stories that will linger with you long after having read them.

15. The Rainy Season – James P. Baylock: I bought this book in 1999, but didn’t read it until now. Again, this was one of those books I wanted to love cos it had elements that I would find interesting (family intrigue, ghosts, time traveling), BUT no matter how well-written it was, it was DULL. Nothing could’ve saved this book from being interesting. DO NOT READ.

16. The Diving Pool – Yoko Ogawa: A collection of short stories that demonstrate how sometimes its the little gestures that show how much cruelty a person is capable of. Haunting and grotesque. Must-read.

17. The Key – Junichiro Tanizaki: This book came recommended by Frances Bean Cobain, and since I think she’s edgy, cool, and well-read, decided to check it out. The book is told in the perspectives of a husband and wife who both keep a diary without the other knowing about it (or so they think). As the aging couple finds their sex life getting dull, the husband decides to spice things up by introducing a vibrant, young man to their bedroom. This may prove to be fatal both for him, and his love life.

18. Day After Day – Carlo Lucarelli: This is the sequel to Almost Blue. Grazia Negro is facing another serial killer who’s capable of changing faces and being ruthless. A thrilling ride.

19. Heart-Shaped Box – Joe Hill: An aging rock star who collects everything dealing with the occult and macambre, decides to buy a haunted suit. This acquisition will prove to be fatal, as the rock star soon doesn’t know if what haunts him the most is his past or the ghost of the previous wearer of the suit. Creepy and dark. Must-read.

20. Lupo Mannaro – Carlo Lucarelli: A prequel to Almost Blue. Grazia Negro finds herself going after a killer who leaves a particular sign on his victims: bite marks.

21. Acqua in Bocca – Carlo Lucarelli & Andrea Camilleri: My two favourite Italian authors join forces to bring their two famous detectives, Grazia Negro and Salvo Montalbano together to investigate the case of a sexy woman and how she’s linked to a series of murders.

22. The Fault in Our Stars – John Green: What can I say about this book that hasn’t been said already? There’s a reason why it’s a bestseller, and it’s all because Augustus Waters is incredibly charming and funny. Oh, and like the rest of the world, I totally bawled my eyes out at the end.

23. Amorino – Isabella Santacroce: A pair of strange twins go to a small town in England, where upon their arrival, people slowly begin to mysteriously disappear. Sensuous and creepy.

24. Gone Girl – Gillian Flynn: I hated all the characters in this novel, they were horrible, but damn was it one hell of a page-turner. I totally recommend it.

25. Where She Went – Gayle Forman: I watched the movie If I Stay, so when I saw there was a sequel, I decided to skip reading the book of If I Stay, and went directly to book two. Which I was happy about since it was told in the point of view of the awesome rock star ex-boyfriend, Adam. A light read, but a good one, about love, loss, and how fate can sometimes work for you.

26. Paper Towns – John Green: Sometimes this book annoyed me cause it seemed too unbelievable how a bunch of nerds looking for a hot popular girl that went missing, suddenly start dating the hot girls too later on in the novel. I mean, this is high school. It wouldn’t happen in real life. And I was disappointed with the ending.

27. The Fragile Line – Brookelyn Skye: A teenage girl begins forgetting portions of her days, and when she comes to wakes up with a tattoo she wasn’t aware of, and a guy who thinks he’s her boyfriend, but she has no recollection of the guy, something is wrong. I liked how the book explored the harsh reality of someone dealing with multiple personality disorder.

28. The Flame – Christopher Rice: Supernatural turns sexy. Apparently burning a magical candle makes hot sex happen between a couple and their gay best friend. HOT. HOT. HOT. A must-read for those who love erotica!

29. Under the Skin – Michel Faber: Isserly is an alien who has sacrificed her looks so that she could look more earthling as she drives along the Scottish highlands looking for hitchhikers to pick up. This book is brilliant. It will crack your heart open and make you bleed. MUST-READ.

30. Love Letters to the Dead – Ava Dellaira: What begins as an English assignment, writing a letter to a dead person (the protagonist chooses Kurt Cobain), later turns into a series of letters written to other dead celebrities, as the girl explains her year of beginning high school and coping with the death of her sister. This book will pull at your heartstrings.

31. The Forbidden – Clive Barker: If you’re a fan of the cult horror movie Candyman, then this short story is for you. This is the story that inspired the movie. Helen is doing a research on the cultural meaning of graffiti when she learns about the urban legend surrounding a building complex in England. Chilling.

32. The Vines – Christopher Rice: The Day of the Triffids meets Southern folklore in a tale that is fast-paced and violently gory. Reading it will cause you to be out of breath as though you’re too running away from killer plants ready to devour you whole. Highly recommend it.

As a closing note, I’d like to say to all of those that say they never have time to read: you do have the time. You just have to make it. 99.5% of those books were read entirely during breaks and lunch breaks at work (which means roughly an hour a day), since any free time I had in the afternoons/evenings was used for editing CUT HERE, starting to write another novel, social activities, and going to the theatre (I am a movie buff). So, instead of mindlessly texting or hanging out on Facebook your whole lunch hour, do something constructive (and fun! If you pick the right book!) and open yourself up to the awesome world of literature.

Behind, “CUT HERE” Part One.

First posts are always difficult. It’s like trying to introduce yourself at a party. First impressions can be so crippling, especially when everyone you know has a blog, and they’re all awful, navel-gazing trainwrecks (both the blog and the bloggers). Unfortunately, this is no exception. I’ll tell you from the start that this is going to be one hell of a navel-gazing trainwreck, so hit that back button right now. You’ve been warned. Unless you’re a masochist. In which case, carry on reading this blog. It may feed into your pain-seeking thrills.

The concept of “CUT HERE,” all began with a dream I had in the summer of 2008. It wasn’t really a dream, but more of a nightmare. It was Christmas time in Catania, Sicily and a girl sees a book on display at a bookstore kiosk entitled CUT HERE. The book’s cover had a bloody line across a faceless person’s neck, bleeding the title. Shortly after, sounds of sirens invade the dream, and as the girl rushes to the sounds, she sees a trail of blood on the asphalt and a mink coat on the ground. Everything is red.

Christmas in Catania

Flash forward to me seeing the same girl again, but this time she’s in a bookstore, holding a copy of the book, CUT HERE, waiting for it to be autographed by a Japanese author. But the girl is in danger, and so she runs away. I soon wake up with a sense of dread. I usually don’t write down my dreams often, but that time I wrote down that dream cause it left me with a haunting feeling. At the time I didn’t know if I’d ever use that dream for a short story, poem, or novel. It sat there gathering virtual dust on my computer for three years before I decided to re-read that dream, one night in Janury of 2011. Soon, that dream would become Lena Martin’s tortured past.

Being a huge music addict, I don’t know if the title of the book that the students of St. Lucy Academy are obsessed over, came to me because of the infamous Cure song by that title, or because of a shirt I saw long ago that had a scissor pattern along the neck with the same words, whatever the case, enjoy the song below, as that may make you feel as though you didn’t entirely waste your time by venturing into the depths of this blog.

Keep your eyes peeled, CUT HERE will be unleashed upon the world on February 13, 2015 (I couldn’t pass up the opportunity to have the book launch on Friday the 13th. There will also be a blog tour starting the 16th of February, but more on that when the time comes.

As an ending note, just remember aspiring writers, inspiration can come from anything. Just because you don’t use something right away doesn’t mean that you can’t eventually use it for a project. My nightmare was stashed away for three years before it became the protagonist’s backstory. So never underestimate the worth of something just because it doesn’t click right away with an idea. File it away, and eventually it can be used for something.

As for what I wish to accomplish with this blog? The short answer is, take you behind the scenes of the development of, “CUT HERE,” which will include how Dario Argento was a prime inspiration, Clive Barker’s Dread, Ryan Donowho, and Smashing Pumpkin’s ‘Today,’ all fell into a melting pot of thriving ideas to help forge a novel that is dark, and a little twisted. Stay tuned.